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I hate this crap…

jennyriot — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 19:07:52 +0000

i don’t care how childish i am being about this either. you hurt me, so that means i don’t want to talk to you for a little while. you don’t know me. don’t judge me by the little bullshit you do know. you don’t know what i do, don’t think you do. and just because you are older does not mean you know everything. yeah i know you want me to do good in life, but you don’t have to be rude about it. i’m done with being treated like a child, if you think i can’t do anything for myself well then bite me. i’ve been taking care of myself since the age of 10. now i’m on my own and struggling, but i get through it. even if we don’t have enough money for food after the bills are all paid. we like to think that we have people that care about us, and eachother. but it’s looking like we are wrong about that. only some people care about us enough. you may care a little, but not enough. so i will tell you this, i look online for jobs everyday, i am trying to get health insurance and food stamps, but i have to wait for my landlord to give me a lease. none of you people know me, so stop thinking that you do. you don’t know anything.

Workout plan :D

jennyriot — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 18:10:29 +0000

So Sarah (my bestie) and I have decided on working out everyday and every night. We want to lose weight really bad lol. We will start slow and then work our way up.

I am posting about this because we really need motivation. We both let ourselves get down and unmotivated. It’s a problem we try to work on. Truthfully I don’t care what people say about my weight anymore. I just need to lose weight because I want to be healthy.

Hopefully by this time next year Sarah and I will have lost the weight. Hopefully I will be able to breath right…and not get out of breath by just walking up the stairs. Hopefully it won’t hurt to bend over anymore.

Please help us with this. We need all the support we can get.

xoxo,

jennyriot

Gays, “God”, and ASSHOLES!!

jennyriot — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 22:32:25 +0000

Ok so I was watching Tyra today and it was one of those episodes that really pissed me off!

There was this 16 year old boy who is gay. He found a church that said they would “help him with his problem”. They tried to cast an unclean spirit from him. He believed that he was fixed, that he was no longer gay, but he still had thoughts about other men. Ya know this boy is still gay and I don’t know why he is trying to hide it, I mean I know it’s harder for the gay community. I love the gay community, they are all amazing people, just like the straight community. We are all equal! This stupid pastor lady came out on Tyra and was saying no matter if you have acted on your thoughts of the same sex (like having sex with the same sex), or just had the thoughts, you are going to “Hell” no matter what. Looks like I’m going to “Hell” then!

Look I don’t believe in “God”, but if he were real he would love us all for who we are. That is the “God” I have learned about. Anyways! I really do not like people that think we all have to be a certain way. It’s such bullshit! We should all be treated with respect and love, no matter who we are, who we love, what color skin we have, what we look like or how we act.

I’m fucking done being quiet about this bull. I will try my hardest to change this world. It will never, EVER, know peace if we don’t stop this shit! I can’t deal with all this discrimination, racism and sexism! I can’t deal with the hate anymore!!!

HELP ME CHANGE THE WORLD! LOVE EVERYONE FOR WHO THEY ARE! PLEASE!

xoxo,

jennyriot

Being sick suck!

jennyriot — Mon, 21 Sep 2009 21:07:17 +0000

I’m not like coughing/sneezing sick. I’ve been getting bad migranes for two days straight and that makes me feel like I’m going to puke. :/ I hate feeling like shit.

This is gonna be short, but I wanted to blog so no one thought I died or something lol.

I will be posting some poems of mine later tonight (maybe) and I am still thinking about writing some fanfics

Later gators XD

Depression always gets the best of me…

jennyriot — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 05:09:07 +0000

There are a lot of things upsetting me right now. It all involves people I left behind in Pittsburgh a few years ago. It’s too long of a story too tell, but I really miss them. It’s driving me crazy with how much I miss them.

In ways I wish we never moved back too Erie. It sucked here at first. I left all my friends behind. Everything fell apart there after we left. I am happy here now though. It’s just I miss them all. They are all like family too me, and I can’t see them…it hurts so fucking much.

I don’t want to hurt the people in Erie that I love here by saying I wish we never moved back. I hope they all understand that I am happy with my life here, I just want the rest of the people I love back in it. I want them here.

I hate crying… :’(

So people need to stop telling me…

jennyriot — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 21:53:15 +0000

that I need to stop swearing. Fucking deal with it! They are just words ya know? I swear a lot when I am angry or upset about something. I hate how people are all like “Swearing is bad” or “Swearing is stupid”. Shut the fuck up. Seriously.

I wanted to blog for some reason…

jennyriot — Fri, 18 Sep 2009 05:11:20 +0000

I don’t know why, but I am blogging from my besties macbook lmao. She just got it today and it’s pretty cool that she is letting me use it. Hehe she trusts me Anyways we are just sitting here watching Craig Ferguson. He is awesome ^.^

I really hope that I get enough money from my grad party, I want to get a laptop. I have a stupid little netbook and it sucks compared to actual notebooks. All I need is $500, so here is to hoping :/

Dude have you ever had Vault? It’s so fucking good! XD I’m hungry…I think I might go make a hot pocket lmao. I’m so fucking random…is that a good thing? I think I want a Mac now. This thing is really nice…but they are so expensive…I don’t have $1300…damnit. Maybe I could find a cheaper one? I don’t know…I might just get a Toshiba. *shrugs* We shall see. My grad party is in 10 days…

p.s. I want to put fanfictions on here. Would you guys read them? Like they will be me writing fanfics for people I love and such. Also other things. I don’t know…Let me know

*sighs*

TTFN <3

I hate being jealous…

jennyriot — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 20:03:29 +0000

Ok so for some reason I am a very jealous person. I hate being this way. I don’t want to be jealous of material things, but I am also jealous of people with other kinds of things. Not just material items. Does food count as a material item? I mean you do need food to live…Oh well. There are a lot of things I don’t like about myself. This isn’t good. I need to learn how to get the fuck over it…

I’ve also decided that I am going to lose weight this year damnit. I am sick of being overweight. I’m sick of people making fun of me for it. I am sick of not being able to breath…

I will lose weight damnit…I don’t care if people think that I can’t or I won’t try. I am going to and I will be my motivation. I’m pretty sure Matt and other people will help with the motivation, but still.

TTFN <3

2 New videos!!! YAY!

jennyriot — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 23:22:50 +0000

VLOG:

The TnD Show:

RIP Patrick Swayze

jennyriot — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 05:53:06 +0000

This is not something I wanted to blog about. Patrick Swayze has passed away.

:’(

I have shed many tears already and it’s really upsetting. He was an amazing actor and man. My heart goes out to his family and his friends. We will never forget you <3

E! Online

Go there and read the article.

Goodnight <3